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Why did she have to kiss me?
I shouldn't have wanted it. Shouldn't have liked it.
It ruined everything.
Now she's gone, and I'm all alone. I miss her more than I care to admit.
To make matters worse, I present as the one thing my parents despise—an Omega.
They disowned me, calling me vial and worthless. Destined to be a wh*re.
With nowhere else to go, I spent years at an Omega center.
Now, it's time for me to go to Calling Wood.
I'm supposed to meet my pack, and get my happily ever after.
But I'm terrified. Growing up I was taught to believe being an omega was a pointless orientation .
With the help of my new friend Maya, I start to believe that maybe being an Omega isn't as bad as I was told it was.
It doesn't hurt that there are two Alphas who are beginning to win over my heart and are determined to show me everything I'm missing.