If He Had Been with Me
Description
Autumn finds herself ensnared in a life filled with uncertainties, grappling with the challenges of growing up and the changing dynamics of friendship. She reflects on the moments that could have forged a deeper bond with Finn, questioning the choices that led them down separate paths. Their interactions are layered with nuance, rich in unfulfilled potential, as both characters are caught between friendship and something more.
As they drift through their senior year, the echoes of their relationship raise poignant questions about love, loss, and the fragile nature of timing. Autumn's internal struggles resonate deeply, capturing the bittersweet essence of youth—a reminder of dreams and missed opportunities that linger. Each decision draws them closer to an inevitable conclusion that neither of them can truly escape.
In the end, the story unfolds a tapestry of emotions woven with realism and heart, inviting readers to ponder their own 'what ifs.' The journey of Autumn and Finn serves as a mirror reflecting the painful beauty of growing up, the bittersweet nature of first love, and the haunting realization that some moments, once lost, can never be reclaimed.
Reviews
This book broke my heart. I cried a lot after finishing the book, even some days later. I read this book and never expected such a plot twist. I loved the characters and I fell in love with the couple.
Bro, I wanted to finish this book in one sitting. I was so excited for it but like I'm so glad I didn't finish it in one sitting because I am so mad. Why the hell did he have to die? Why why why like that was so cute! Such a cute like y'all could have just ended it there like but then like flash back to that one chapter where she was like. Oh my God August 8th like are you okay like and like asking finny all these questions I was like hella confused but okay like literally foreshadowing but like after she said goodbye to him at his car for some reason I just knew he died. I immediately knew was like he's dead. He died. What the f*** happened? No bro. No I'm so mad about that bro. I'm literally crying. I'm so happy I didn't finish just in one sitting because if I was to do that I would be so pissed off and then I would get up and go buy the second book. Thank God I finished this at the end of my freaking work shift because it's now 11:43 p.m. and the bookstore is closed and I work all day for the next 4 days straight so I can't. There's no opportunity for me to go get the next book. Not yet anyway but like bro they couldn't just have a happy ever after. Also is she pregnant or is she not pregnant? Like you didn't answer the question I need to know also like I would be okay. I would be okay with it with Finny dying if she's pregnant. Also, sorry if there's any typos or if this doesn't make sense. I'm doing talk to text because I am so filled with so many emotions that like if I try to sit here and type all this out I it wouldn't work. I cannot believe he's dead. OMG! Also, sorry for spoiling the book for you guys. Don't read this review. Love the book. This is now my July favorite right here.
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